I've been spotting brown since Saturday. My back really hurts and I am starting to cramp. I just really wish I could have a "normal" pregnancy. Every single time I go to the bathroom I freak out and think "this is it, I am going to be bleeding heavily."
I had a dream last night we had a baby girl. She came out with black hair and was like 6 months old at birth. That's the second dream I've had. Last time, the baby came out and was able to walk and was a boy.
The emotions are definitely starting. I feel SO emotional. I just want to cry at everything. I am very homesick and would give anything to be near family right now. It's lonely being 800 miles away from the nearest family.
Signing off so I can get some shut eye and clear my thoughts.